with whispered words hearts easily forget what actions tell
okay, so emilie, when i told you that its like i have been trying so hard and knitting my emotions together, and then he came along and pulled the needles out, it did feel like that. but that doesn't mean i have to unravel yet. if i work slowly and carefully, i can probably get my needle through all those little holes and back on track. and i'm trying.
really, i'm feeling quite alright today. just quiet. i'd like to talk to him, yes, but i'm not stressing about it at the moment. work is good and gwenevere is lovely, even though she peed on my desk. my mind is pretty okay right now though. if anything, my body is unhappy. i woke up coughing with my throat and head feeling crappy, and i thought it was just one of those morning feelings that come around every so often, but it hasn't worn off, and i fear i might be getting feverish. i'll take some medicine and vitamins and get lots of sleep tonight though, because this is such a terrible time to be sick. final tomorrow, weekend in reno, and then spring semester starts monday. go away sickness, i can't have you now.
xo-kt
ps- the weather is here, wish you were beautiful.
3:19 p.m.