and do all my homework and reading and study more for tests.

and i don't care if you're one of those people who say its just classes and grades, its important to learn so much more than book stuff in college. because thats important to me too, but i greatly value a good education. and good grades.

i want to succeed in life much more than just socially. maybe success to me is just different than success to you.

oh yeah, and i'm determined to have a job within 2 weeks no matter what it takes and no matter what job i have to take. i can always keep looking for something better while actually making money.

i would LOVE to be making money again. any money.

i feel like recentering and reorganizing my life right now. dusting and cleaning up the cobwebs. putting everything in order.

think of it as spring cleaning for the soul. (so cheesy)

i should stop talking about doing things and do them.

going to start that right now by going to sleep.

nite