last night i got a little emotional. which happens sometimes. but mostly happens when i realize things. like the fact that what i do cause its fun leaves me feeling empty and broken.

and the fact that i just want to be in love so much that i try entirely too hard in all the wrong situations. and that i think of everyone as a prospect for the story book life i want. maybe one day i'll figure this out.

its good to be back with chico friends. cause i missed them all a lot. and theres nothing quite like being wiht them. and now we're going to find mike's keys that he lost last night. : ) -meow