on my good days there are hugs, optimism, ink, holes, rambling, socialization, and happy thoughts of future times. its a nice contrast to past low times of lonliness, solitude, slits, stress, anxiety, and hopelessness. and its wonderful to realize that it has been so long now since i really felt that down. improvement is lovely.

dr. williams just came in. his son died in a car accident about a week and a half ago. this is the first time he's been here since. i'm generally rather socially awkward, but how does anyone know how to respond to someone who is experiencing such a painful thing as death? i guess we're all just lost souls living in a fish bowl and we've got to figure these things out as life goes on. its hard though.

after work, in 20 minutes or so, i'm going to go home and watch Masked And Anonymous, the Dylan movie i rented. or, if i don't really feel like it, maybe i'll just rip it and take those movies back. at any rate. i'm staying home until guitar at 7. i've been getting an anxious feeling in the last hour or so and i'd like to accomplish some things so it goes away.

time's up.

xo-kt