being sick is awful and i want it to go away; even if i do like having an excuse to stay home, this is a crappy one. my sinuses won't stop dripping, so my throat won't stop itching, so i can't stop coughing, so my head keeps aching.

i want to close my eyes and wake up 2 months ago, and then i would finish this semester right and not have to be okay with what i've done. but instead i'll scrape together whats left and finish it up with what will pass for a smile.

no individual radios with or without headphones, please.