and why are they allowed to do bad things to good people?

and also why is the best thing to do so often the hardest? and not just like man, thats hard to do, like impossibly hard, like shockingly, tears will fall, achingly, impossibly hard. how can that be best, even when you know it is.

Mr. Boyd is awesome because he found my portfolio. Kind of Like Spitting are awesome because they're coming to Chico tomorrow. ben is awesome because he released this fabulous new ep.

more things that are awesome: Mates of State, San Francisco, apple sauce, Devlin, geography and planning faculty, Emilie, green days, yard sales, and new shoes.

there's so much more but paper is good for scrawling my private thoughts on these days.