work was rather lame tonight, but also a long time ago. i've been reading White Oleander for the last couple of hours, so my mind is feeling much more enriched than it was post-Holiday.

when i finish White Oleander, I'm going to read the book that Russell suggested I read, the name of which i can't recall right now but have written down somewhere. hopefully i can find it in a used book store somewhere, because we all know i'm poor. i'll be looking on monday on my weekly excursion to Chico. i'll also be turning in new applications. yay, the search for chico employment begins again!

speaking of money-making and things i want to buy, my desire to own Norah Jones' album keeps growing. i think i'm just going to give in and buy it. because i really want to listen to it. and own it. and touch it. that's why.

hmm..also i'd really like to see Bend It Like Beckham but am beginning to believe i won't until it comes out of video. such a sad thing.

tomorrow i'm going to accomplish something that is not sleeping or lounging or waiting until its time for work.

if this happens i'll let you know.

i think i move into my apartment in one month. and i don't know if i i'm ready. i've noticed my thoughts about everything change depending on the time of day, my mood, and the moons cycles. ha. ha.

almost every time i get bored and ponder more about room decorating, i have a new color scheme idea. so i'm starting to think i should stop thinking about it so much. because really. do i have money to commit to decorating with a color scheme and creating a room like i want ? yes, the answer is no.

i'll think about it more tomorrow i'm sure. and things are more expensive than i would have guessed. like $100 couch covers. beds that need mattresses! that cost money. can you believe it ?

maybe thats not expensive. just my excessively poor state shining through.

i'll leave you be now. go back to, well you know.