i finally got more paper for our computer today and almost finished my decoupages nightstand. i'm just putting finishing touches on it now, which is taking a lot longer that i thought it would, because i keep thinking of something new to do with it, and then i have to go out and buy it and then do it. it may be finished by tomorrow though, and i'll post a picture. because i'm so proud :) haha

i also played tennis with ali for a while tonight, which was good fun. i haven't played in forever, so i wasn't playing my best, but it was nice to go play.

yesterday, my visit with my psychotherapist went well. i was glad we were almost past the introducing her to me and my life stage, so we could actually talk about some things. she keeps linking everything back to this one event in my life. and i'm always bothered when she does it, but after some thinking i usually realize maybe she's right. also i was thinking today, that when all of this began, i thought of it as going to get a checkup, a diagnosis perhaps, and that i'd be on some sort of medication. but after thinking about things, i realized that if i can just go to these sessions and talk about things, get advice, and learn to overcome things on my own, rather than with medication, that would be so much better. because i don't want to depend on chemicals and drugs to make me feel better unless its absolutely necessary, which i'm starting to feel it is not. anyway

i haven't been reading as much this week, and i need to. i'm going to go watch daria now.

-katie