workin'woman
work tonight was very long and tiring. somehow this job manages to be quite boring and easy for the 3 or so hours, and then rushed and exhausting the last 2 or 3. its odd because i'm used to checking, and when doing that, you come, work pretty steadily throughout your shift, and go home. and with working in the bakery, i get this feeling like i'm babysitting it. i have to wait around, simply because someone has to be there to help the customers, and i clean up the mess everyone has made all day. i think it will be a week or so more before i'm used to this and don't end exhausted and feeling 40 after work.
tomorrow i see my psychologist again, and i hope something is accomplished. i've been thinking a lot about what i should bring up to discuss. its weird to think of yourself in terms of what you think may be wrong with you.
other than that, i've been thinking about friends, and how i haven't been talking to many lately. only leeann and amanda because i work with them. i should try harder to be a better friend, but its hard when i'm so secluded out here in willows, and i guess i'm not the only one not making much effort. but it doesn't make me happy, and so i'm going to work harder to stay in touch with people.
and now its time for bed.
<3katie
ps-my chicostate email isn't working. is anyone else having this problem? it just won't let me sign in.
10:08 p.m.