we have a comprehensive final and "graduation" which i have heard consists of ordering pizza, reminiscing, and handing out scholarships to a select, deserving few.

and then we go home. home home.

endings are so hard for me to deal with, i'd like to say i wish there were only beginnings. but i know that it is certainly good that many things end. and i know that while endings cause me great anxiety, if they did not end, i would soon grow very weary of them and hope they would end.

so i'm going to try not to think about this as an ending so much as just a break from chico. we'll be back in the fall and i'll still have my friends that i really want as friends. in fact, those that i really want as friends i'll see this summer. so i'll stop worrying and try to simply live for the moment. because thats what its all about.