last night we went to the willows prom, and the standards played. fun was had, but there was some weirdness. we came back and had a little sky and then went to tacos de. it was interesting. i just got into an odd daze though. and i've kinda been feeling it all day today as well.

i'm not sure whats stressing me out or why i feel so anxious today, but i want to snap out of it.

i've been on the verge of tears and the need to be alone but to talk to someone. i want to go sit in the naked lounge and really talk to someone. it would be so nice right now. but i've already been there once today. and its 11 and we've got reading to do.

i just want this grip on my insides to be released to i can feel okay and communicate with people properly again.