last night i felt especially mellow, and my head was swimming with thoughts and words and phrases.

but there seemed to be a great chasm between my thoughts and mouth, and i was feeling much to languid to attempt the crossing.

and at the moment the peace just seemed so soothing and comfortable.

6:30 am and i was wide awake, but without the energy to speak or move from where i lay, i eventually fell asleep.

and waking up today, i still feel so lackadaisacal. but it has more of a sorrowful quality. instead of floating i'm sinking.

i'll try to keep reminding myself that its not so important. reason it out in my head.

nothing has happened and nothing is amiss.

i just feel so (powerless)and

i keep sinking deeper and drifting

(farther away)