and so i close the door. and i hear everyone outside. as they have their good times and smile and laugh. and i feel this heaviness weigh down upon me. and i don't know where it comes from.

so i'll go out and i'll be moody. and i'll be down. and i'll be a burden to all those around me.

((please won't you inject me with a little of that happy potion you hold so dear?))