everything that keeps me together is falling apart. i've got this thing that i consider my only art of fucking people over.
my goal this year was to not fuck things up. and so far i haven't been doing that completely. so i'm going to try harder.
i'm going to be more focused, dedicated, punctual, and responsible. and i'm also going to try to be more caring and considerate to my friends. because i really love you guys.
and i'm going to also try to stop having so much blind faith in the goodness of everyone. because i'm really starting to realize that not everyone is good. ((and i'm pretty damn sure that anyone can equally easily fuck you over))
and now i'm going to sleep. because its 1:30. and sven's probably waking up tuesday morning for breakfast, or maybe doing midmorning things. you know. ugh. goodnight.
-meow
Tuesday, Feb. 11, 2003
1:11 a.m.
1:11 a.m.