oh so la di da
so tonight i was thinking about some things. and i was thinking that i get into this habit of always writing some what the same in this journal. the melancholy ooo my life is bad. i'm crying all the timeness. which yes happens, but its not all that i am. in fact i am much much more than that. and...it kinda bothered me. i usually like my writing that comes from me feeling that way a lot more, but thats irrelevant. because really i'm a very happy person for much of the time. you just wouldn't know it by reading this. so i was thinking about all of this and came online and read em's journal and she kinda said the same thing about herself. which is funny. cause sometimes we just do that. haha. maybe we're connected in some weird way. do do do do (insert twilight zone music here).
the point is, sometimes i ramble. sometimes i just want to say what happened in my day. sometimes i just need to write something somewhere because i'm addicted to it. and i'm okay with that.
i stayed up way later than i was supposed to tonight. as i have to be AT work tomorrow at 9. in the morning. i don't think i've woken up before 11 for like 2 weeks. meh. haha.
so i'm off to bed. do say hello to your mummy.
Saturday, Jan. 11, 2003
1:04 a.m.
1:04 a.m.