Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Very High
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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and thats what it said.

i'm not that unhappy of a person. or at least i don't feel that way at present. sometimes i think i have some kind of mild bi-polar disorder. especially when i read past entries and wonder why i felt like everything was so fucked up.

nothing in my life can really be THAT bad.

like when i used to want to cut myself if i had the courage. wHat Is tHaT??

i've been sitting at home today. i didn't go out at all. and part of me wants to call so many people to tell them i miss them so much and they mean so much to me and im sad we haven't been talking. and part of me wants to curl up in my bed and cry until i fall asleep.

meh fuck.

i hate feeling unhappy. i hate feeling sad. i hate feeling like there is no hope.

i want to know if this is normal or if i should be on some kind of drugs. and then i read all these journals. and there are so many fucked up people. people who ARe on drugs. and in mental institutionally places. and trying to injure and/or kill themselves. people who are so wrong in their heads that they don't see a reason to live. and i just know my life's not that bad.

rawr.

somebody help me help myself.