you should not watch VIP. i'm sorry i did.

my heart and mind are constantly in battle. though not really with each other. i'm not really sure with what.

i'm going to start writing more. today i was inspired by "the world's shortest stories of love and death" and emilie's writing. i've made a few attempts. perhaps i will post some stuff one day if i feel the urge. not tonight.

tomorrow i have class for 15 minutes. it would be more wonderful if it weren't for the fact that some people have no class tomorrow. i could have had that. now i'm getting up at 8 to watch a movie for my final, thati don't really like. better than studying for era exams though.

i think i may be anemic. i have been getting many random bruises, feeling tired and sick all the time, and always wanting to sleep. my pajamas and the best things to be wearing, and my bed the best place to be. that could be the weather, anemia, or certain feelings though. time will tell.

time for sleep. its 1. i have to be up at 8. and there is no one here that i always wake up on time with. aka the only person i like to wake up with.

and sara who wakes me up for class doesn't have class till 2:30. we'll see what happens. can't screw up tomorrow like i think i did today.

goodnight goodnight