to katie: thanks for reminding me that i still have you guys. tears well up in my eyes as i think how we have all began to grow apart...me, you, leeann, ashlee, kit..that doesn't have to happen though. we may not all be able to spend every day together anymore but we can still be close at heart. and i still know you guys are there for me as i am there for you. and i would love to spend time with any of you any chance that i have. i am excited for break...

i have also been thinking about the new friends i've made. i already appreciated these friends because i have so much fun with them and i feel truly excepted by them...but tonight i was thinking about how several of them have really become people that i want to talk to when i'm thinking about things, or upset, or unhappy. it takes a certain depth of relationship for this and i feel so lucky to have developed that bond with these people already.

college has been an interesting experience thus far. i have had a few typically "college" experiences that you hear about everyone having as well as many experiences special to me.

i am pleased with my general progression so far though.there are a few things i need to improve upon and i need to choose a major.

i'm feeling a bit moody lately. so if i act oddly don't think anything of it. i'm just thinking too much these days. and certain behaviors of certain people are irritating me. i just wish certain people would be more direct and less abstract. i like abstraction..but sometimes it is too much for me to take.

that probably isn't going to help at all either. its late and i said i was going to sleep tonight. so i'm going.