inspire me. teach me. show me. if i could be you. or be loved by you. emotions are so useless. take me out of this life and throw me away. nothing would be different if i had never been here at all. i'm being pessimistic and negative. for no real reason. i hate that i can't write like i'd like to. i hate that i'm not as brilliant as i'd like to be. i hate that there is so much in my mind and on paper/screen it is nothing.

how do you learn to live?