4:30pm

okay, in an effort to improve my outlook on today and fight back against this friday the 13th bullshit i'm going to recognize reasons i feel off today and therefore realize they aren't as bad as i feel like they are, and/or be able to find a way to counteract them.

1. the lack of sunshine enduced endorphins due to the cloud cover, producing a chill in the air that i was not prepared for when i dressed to leave this morning, and making me feel very down in comparison to the last couple beautiful days.

2. my lack of effort in classes this week, and having quizzes in said classes today. and i mean, i guess i did find on the quizzes, they weren't that hard. but i'm supposed to be putting in more effort this semester. and by supposed to, i mean i said i would.
3. my lack of social grace today. aka the way i find myself awkwarding staring into space and answering people in all the wrong ways.
4. the fact that its friday, and i have to do so much today when really i'd just like to hang out with my friends and feel better.

xo-kt