what to do what to do
this is so lame. birthdays are lame because i always have such high expectations and my body will never live up to these expectations but i still make invitations. and now i know that jed's not coming! yay for my brother not coming, thats weird to say. but its good right now. because we can go to san francisco/santa rosa/sebastopol/etc. for longer, yay! or whatever we'd like to do, we'll do. i want to have fun.
so i was feeling disappointed until ali told me jed's not coming, and that was semi-good because the more free time idea, but then i talked to emilie on the phone, and she suggested the gay bar idea! what a fun idea. i bet it will disappointing since its a gay bar. and that doesn't necessarily mean that there are lots of cute boys making out and being cute like we'd like to imagine it. but it will still be interesting. oh wait. gay BAR. i'm just realizing that maybe our plan has a fatal flaw. fuck.
here's the basic idea, i'd like to do something fun, so if you live in the bay area, or just know about it, let me know if you have any ideas for activities. i mean, i'm turning 20, it ought to be well spent.
xo-kt
Friday, Jan. 09, 2004
2:06 p.m.
2:06 p.m.