ah the chico weekend has returned.

also my ear is bleeding. it was peirced at least a month ago, and with the exception of an infectedness that occurred and was gotten rid of a couple weeks back, has been fine. and just now, i was turning my earring, there was no pain, and i have blood on my hands. quite odd.

so i spent today at work, which was long and wierd like work at holiday in paradise usually is for me, and then i came home and em and i hung out for a while. it was great because she came over and we just sat and talked and smoked lucky strikes, and talking to em about what i've been thinking and feeling yesterday and today made me feel so much better or at least more level-headed about it. because better maybe comes after some more talking with other parties involved.

but i'm glad i got to talk to em and i'm glad our friendship is developing the way it has been this summer and so far this year. it makes me glad to have her and hopeful that we stay friends for many many years to come.

but now i'm going to sleep, and hoping i don't have any unbegun color theory homework due in class at 8 tomorrow.

nite