and i'm not feeling anything particularly strongly that i feel the need to write about. i've been feeling like a blank canvas, like i need to create stronger emotions within me to toss upon it. especially when i think of things that have happened in the past few weeks, and how amazingly indifferent i am to some of them. thats not me.

mostly my mind has been wandering to much too feel to strongly about any one thought, such as just then, while i was talking about that, my mind starting thinking about work yesterday.

i worked in the bakery for 7 hours. and mostly i listened to the bakery ladies gossip a lot about anyone and everyone, made a lot of sandwiches, fried food, and salads, and sliced a lot of meat and cheese. also, the ladies working in there are continuously wandering to the back room to talk or use the bathroom or get a drink or take a break, so i was very often left alone working the deli. and scrambling to find the codes for items and such. but i'm making it sound hard. and hard it certainly was not. i kind of liked it actually, but i think i'm going to have to look for more time checking, as i make minimum wage in the bakery, and 7.50-8 checking. i was calculating it out and i need to save $160 from my paycheck every week in order to save enough for my apartment downpayment &firstand last months rent + $300 for supplies and such that i'm sure we'll forget and need, and things like a desk and maybe bookshelf for my room. this week i'm going to barely make $100, so that doesn't work out so well.

i dislike money and the trouble it causes.

anyway, i'm pretty sure it will all work out, because thats usually my attitude about money and it usually works.

i'm getting bored now, so i think i'll go decoupage.

3>katie