is that ifeelso comfortable around you

in some way i feel respected, listened to, appreciated, accepted as me with faults, as if what i sayfeeltrytodo really matters.

its strange because sometimes feeling gets so mixed up

&things that should be good friendship try to tumble into somethingmore

so im going to keep trying to be inflexible|because i Like just feeling comfortable

anxiety creeped upon me because i think my subconcious thought i wasnt getting to spend enough time with you tonight

not like 'spending time you' but hanging out you know|talking.relaxing.thinking.doing.being

you mannerisms and way of thinking are so original/enlightening its a pleasure to be in your presence

im not trying to build you up

just to explain and get out thoughts in my head about the nature of my thoughtsfeelingsattachment

its comfortable. in a (having intellectual intercourse)hanging out in boysocks/plaintshirts/sweatpants while drinking hotchocolate/coffee getting cozy and warm under blankets while its raining outside kinda way

i dont want those times to end.

and i dont know why i doubt that they would