i'm scared of tomorrow
sitting in class looking around i see jiffy in a lot of things. the "jiffy foot" we used for our columns, her drawings in memory of the world trade center...i can still see her sitting there laughing and giggling and making comments during class. i keep expecting her to walk in late, but it never happens.
tomorrow's the funeral. its going to be so hard. i hate death more than anything. not that anyone likes death i guess.. it just scares me. seeing her family and listening to the mass is just going to make it a reality for everyone i think.
i'll just hope for the best.
Friday, Feb. 21, 2003
1:37 a.m.
1:37 a.m.