missing everyone is a sad thing.

i can't wait to see those of you that i get to see in the next couple of days.

and i can't wait to see the rest of you when i get to.

i kept thinking i was doing so well and time was passing fast until i realized it had only been one week.

4 more weeks and i think i can do it if i can see people this week and on my birthday.

i realized i've been a lot happier over all since i've been home for some reason. i mean its mostly the downs not the ups that has changed.

because for some reason i haven't been feeling so much of an emotional roller coaster. maybe that was just today and it seems like its been a while.

either way i'm feeling good.

i'm going to go talk to people on my phone some more and pretend they're not so far away...

goodnight